Abundance

I am overwhelmed by the response.
Life has a strange way of giving you what you want.
It may not be in the way you envisioned it or in the minimalistic or in some cases, the magnitude. But divine providence has afforded me these opportunities and I am filled with an over abundance of gratitude that blinds and confuses the soul.

I am overwhelmed with the decisions I have to make, as each action denotations a reaction and has an unambiguous and duplicitous affect on those around us.

I am faced with deciding the best option that will in turn appease my needs, my wants and desires.
I seek the answer only time can afford me.
The question remains and the one only father time has the answer to, is does decision chosen held the best and prosperous outcome for me?

Gratitude is my directive and I marvel at how my life has changed, how my soul has change, how I have changed.

I shall choose wisely and calm my overwhelmed spirit.
Knowing that the gift of abundance and opulence is ever present and predestined.

Shooting from the heart.

God has cursed, me to see, what life should be like.
If God wanted me to be this person and be happy here.
He wouldn't have let me feel so oppressed. 
He wouldn't let me feel so trampled on.
I want that, when they see me they know that every day when I am breathing it is for us to go future.

I have to do more than what the average man will do.
I have to set a mark, that nobody can touch and when I set that mark.
I am going to reach it.

What the universe is not ready for is a real person.
I am the battled that has to be fought and if people want to be down, it can be a peoples thing.
But if people don't want to be down then I will do it by myself.

There is no place I wont go and I feel if you have love and you do things from the heart, then you can go wherever you heart wants to go.

Choices

We all make them; at the end of the day, not choosing to make a decision is a choice.

We all experience different things, during different periods in our lives.
Some experiences thrill us, some leave us in a state of disbelief and others leaves us enraged, distorted and discouraged.

We all at some point envisioned the perfect self, the perfect me, the perfect experience and even the perfect lives.

But what defines perfection after all. The choices we choose to make or the choices we choose not to make; which still inevitably gives us an outcome a product of choice.

I have come to the conclusion that the choices we make doesn't necessarily define who we are or who we want to be; it merely ushers in a new dawn, a new experience, a new choice.

The choice that really matters at the end of each day, is the choices that we choose to make and the hope that bad ones gives us the opportunity to appreciate the good ones we do experience.
The product of a outcome we choice, so that it is above all, enjoyed, for that which it is and not what we choice or envisioned it to be.

Here is to living each day, filled with choices that ushers us into the new day which creates the strands of our lives.