Abundance

I am overwhelmed by the response.
Life has a strange way of giving you what you want.
It may not be in the way you envisioned it or in the minimalistic or in some cases, the magnitude. But divine providence has afforded me these opportunities and I am filled with an over abundance of gratitude that blinds and confuses the soul.

I am overwhelmed with the decisions I have to make, as each action denotations a reaction and has an unambiguous and duplicitous affect on those around us.

I am faced with deciding the best option that will in turn appease my needs, my wants and desires.
I seek the answer only time can afford me.
The question remains and the one only father time has the answer to, is does decision chosen held the best and prosperous outcome for me?

Gratitude is my directive and I marvel at how my life has changed, how my soul has change, how I have changed.

I shall choose wisely and calm my overwhelmed spirit.
Knowing that the gift of abundance and opulence is ever present and predestined.

Shooting from the heart.

God has cursed, me to see, what life should be like.
If God wanted me to be this person and be happy here.
He wouldn't have let me feel so oppressed. 
He wouldn't let me feel so trampled on.
I want that, when they see me they know that every day when I am breathing it is for us to go future.

I have to do more than what the average man will do.
I have to set a mark, that nobody can touch and when I set that mark.
I am going to reach it.

What the universe is not ready for is a real person.
I am the battled that has to be fought and if people want to be down, it can be a peoples thing.
But if people don't want to be down then I will do it by myself.

There is no place I wont go and I feel if you have love and you do things from the heart, then you can go wherever you heart wants to go.